(Source: thelittlefreakazoidthatcould, via vintagegal)
A Room With A Desk…
How the simplest of gestures
Just a simple formed sentence
Can reassure
The feelings that are storming inside my soul
A room
A room
With a desk
He says
Is what he strives to provide me
yet
with those few simple words
shows more than a lifetime
of empty gifts
how just the mere fact
of another
being so in tune
realizing that all
this mind & body need are
pages
in a book
to fill
And his soul next to mine.

(via so-relatable)
Torture Chamber
Accepting who I am as ME
Is one thing I have striven for
For the majority of this unruly life of mine
For many years
I’d lay
Lay in what many call a “bed”
& I call my torture chamber
Where all my thoughts
Dreams
&goals
Are confronted
Where
The noise
Of my past comes howling through
&the terrifying reality of my future
Reside as a brick overlay surrounding my chest
But as I have been told
Many times over
Advice given
By yours truly
Normally helping all that seek it
But rarely applied
To the life I lead
But today
On the eighth of April
I have chosen to start
Start
Listening to the advice
I so passionately
Give
And begin applying it to
This beautiful life
I have been blessed with…
&start living in the NOW
Bounded by the thoughts
That keep your hands tied
& your facial expressions blank
-Ash(me)
(Source: brutals-realm, via jerryspringr)
::sighs::
(Source: thequeenbey, via radicalinsomnia)
Let the tips of her fingers write the sweetest of words… As her flower printed dress lay lightly on her knees… She knows who she is and has always … Veering off track for a meer moment..
But oh how the simplest of conversation bring her right back to her center
-ash(me)
—
Tactically Perfect
the writings of a girl
a girl searching for a life
in which only she can feel fulfilled
never waiting for
any other to fill the void
only living and welcoming
what she yearns for
an equal
a partner
to
seek all she seeks
with open eyes
to the thrills of life
lay
lay in that open field
with the stars and the passing skies
the thrill of the unknown will always be
not a hinderance to her mind
but an excitement to her soon to be adventures
why further anticipate
things that are not seen
rather than visualize what may be
and make it a reality
and when that reality
is tactically there
then the true happiness
will set in her life
and she can truly say
I’m on the road
to MY perfect
A life of change is natural…If one does not change than…. Where is there room to grow?
Think about it <3
(Source: odios, via noshitlefttofuck)