Unruly Pile of Pages

"I seem to have run in a great circle, and met myself again on the starting line."— Jeanette Winterson

A Room With A Desk…

How the simplest of gestures

Just a simple formed sentence

Can reassure

The feelings that are storming inside my soul

A room

A room

With a desk

He says

Is what he strives to provide me

yet

with those few simple words

shows more than a lifetime

of empty gifts

how just the mere fact 

of another

being so in tune

realizing that all

this mind & body need are

pages

in a book

to fill

And his soul next to mine.

Torture Chamber

Accepting who I am as ME

Is one thing I have striven for

For the majority of this unruly life of mine

For many years

I’d lay

Lay in what many call a “bed”

& I call my torture chamber

Where all my thoughts

Dreams

&goals

Are confronted

Where

The noise 

Of my past comes howling through

&the terrifying reality of my future

Reside as a brick overlay surrounding my chest

But as I have been told

Many times over

Advice given

By yours truly

Normally helping all that seek it

But rarely applied

To the life I lead

But today

On the eighth of April

I have chosen to start

Start 

Listening to the advice

I so passionately

Give

And begin applying it to 

This beautiful life

I have been blessed with…

&start living in the NOW


Bounded by the thoughts
That keep your hands tied
& your facial expressions blank
-Ash(me)

Bounded by the thoughts

That keep your hands tied

& your facial expressions blank

-Ash(me)

(Source: brutals-realm, via jerryspringr)

Let the tips of her fingers write the sweetest of words… As her flower printed dress lay lightly on her knees… She knows who she is and has always … Veering off track for a meer moment..

But oh how the simplest of conversation bring her right back to her center
-ash(me)

Tactically Perfect

the writings of a girl

a girl searching for  a life

in which only she can feel fulfilled

never waiting for 

any other to fill the void 

only living and welcoming 

what she yearns for

an equal

a partner

to

seek all she seeks

with open eyes 

to the thrills of life

lay

lay in that open field

with the stars and the passing skies

the thrill of the unknown will always be

not a hinderance to her mind

but an excitement to her soon to be adventures

why further anticipate

things that are not seen

rather than visualize what may be

and make it a reality

and when that reality 

is tactically there

then the true happiness 

will set in her life

and she can truly say

I’m on the road

to MY perfect

A life of change is natural…If one does not change than…. Where is there room to grow?
Think about it <3

A life of change is natural…If one does not change than…. Where is there room to grow?

Think about it <3

(Source: odios, via noshitlefttofuck)